Not a Bairn

2010-04-29T22:13:00.001+08:00

Save Tonight

Go on and close the curtains
All we need is candlelight
You and me and a bottle of wine
Going to hold you tonight

We know I'm going away
How I wish....wish it weren't so
Take this wine & drink with me
Let's delay our misery

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone

There's a log on the fire
And it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desire
To take me away....it's true
It ain't easy to say goodbye
Darling please don't start cry
'Cause girl you know I've got to go
Lord I wish it wasn't so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone

Tomorrow comes to take me away
I wish that I......that I could stay
Girl you know I've got to go
Lord I wish it wasn't so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone....

2010-04-23T07:32:00.005+08:00

What do you and your significant other talk about?

If you constantly hit the heavy stuff, you're probably happier than if you spend time gossiping about your neighbors or coworkers.

1. Embarrassing Moments.

If you can't share the awkward, "American Pie"-worthy moments that occurred throughout high school with your partner, who can you tell them to? Don't be afraid to broach the subject, if you haven't already. We wouldn't be surprised if their stories are more horrifying than yours.

2. Political Viewpoints.

How do you feel about the new healthcare bill? You don't have to agree with each other, but you do need to keep an open mind. A good relationship allows both parties to discuss their own philosophies without taking the opposition personally.

3. Fears and Insecurities.

By fears, we don't mean your phobia of earthworms. We're talking about things that make you wake up with gray hairs. What worries you? What do you want to improve in yourself? What skeletons are in your closet? In being vulnerable, you risk judgment, but more importantly, you chance being understood.

4. Childhood.

Ask your partner what he or she was like as a kid. Did she make friends easily? What kind of games did he like to play? Did he have trouble in school? Childhood memories make for fun conversations, but they can also lend insight into how your main squeeze became the person he or she is today.

5. Past Relationships.

This is a touchy one because no one wants to hear the person they're with spouting sonnets about an ex. There is, of course, a difference between longing for (or being bitter over) the past and simply acknowledging what happened. With enough practice, seasoned, happy couples learn how to address why past relationships ended without inadvertently comparing their current partner to an old flame.

6. Family Life.

Knowing a person's upbringing and relationship with his or her parents is paramount to understanding his current attitude toward family. If you're even slightly contemplating a future with this person, it might help to ask how well they get along with their parents. Why does she resent her mother? Why is he closer to his sisters than to his brothers? How does she handle family gatherings?

7. Current Events.

Thanks to the overflow of information, it's nearly impossible to stay up-to-date on everything going on around us. Here's where teamwork comes into play: Ask your partner about his interests, be they economics or regional politics, and see if you can't learn a thing or two. Who knows, maybe you'll help him develop an interest in international affairs or science news.

8. TV and Movies.

Compared to politics and personal fears, entertainment might seem pretty shallow, but discussions about movies can fall into the "deep" category if you focus on character motivations and plots rather than on, say, the cute leading actors.

9. The Future.

Talking about the future can be nerve-wracking. While we're not saying you should pressure your partner into talking about plans for marriage and children, we do believe that you should know their dreams, goals, and aspirations. What is he working toward? What drives her to succeed? Where does he see himself in five years? Someone who desires growth and is not afraid of the unknown is surely dynamic enough to deserve you.

As Eleanor Roosevelt said, great minds talk about ideas; small minds talk about people.

2010-04-22T09:07:00.003+08:00

Why lie about the way you feel?

Sometimes, I wish that someone would do the same to you.

Then, you will know that I am not so nonsensical after all.

It'll break your heart & trust for the person who lied.

So, you can't blame me for being unreasonable.

Reason being, ' YOU STARTED IT '.

This is your favorite phase, back at you pal.

2010-04-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

I wish you away.

I wish that we never met.

I wish that we never knew.

2010-04-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

How is anyone going to believe that your love is real when it was never genuine from the start?

2010-02-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

2010-02-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Reason being, love is not blind but seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

2010-01-18T10:37:00.001+08:00

Nothing really moves forward until you are honest with yourself.

Entia non sunt multiplicanda praeter necessitatem.

2010-01-16T18:52:00.000+08:00

It is only today that I, noticed that I am at the greater disadvantage.

2010-01-13T03:06:00.002+08:00

Once upon a midnight dreary..

While laboring over homework weak & weary..

Just as I nodded off and began to snore..

Came a tapping at my bedroom door.

(Gosh! I wish that is room service. I'm starving!)

Let my heart be still & the mystery explore..

I leaped from my seat to throw open the door.

(Maybe it's Mom bringing me milk & cookies)

Before me stood not room service nor dear ol' mater..

But rather an ebony bird, a raven, who did not cater!

Much I marveled at this ungainly fowl..

And cursed by hunger I began to howl..

(Food! Food! I desire a tasty treat!)

(Tweet!)

(Not tweet.. Treat, you bird brain)

But the raven sitting lonely perched upon my door..

To my greatest shock spoke only a single word: s'more!

(S'more? S'more! Yes! That's a tasty treat! Can I have one?)

The fowl's fiery eyes burned into my bosom's core..

And made me yearn for a summer's campfire treat of wilderness lore.

(Yum! Sweet chocolate! Soft marshmallow! Tasty graham crackers!)

S'more! S'more! cried I.

Foul bird, what tempter sent or tempest tossed thee here ashore!

(When the topic is food do not jest.. Or my patience you will sorely test)

Mocked the craven bird: no s'more!

Summer's treat has passed.

It's fire extinguished said the raven: s'more nevermore!

(Alas! My heart cannot stand the pain.. Nor my empty stomach the strain!)

On this home my horror haunted, tell me why truly I implore..

Must this gnawing hunger I endure?

The raven nodded & cawed: forever more!

(Food! I require sustenance)

Pushed to the brink of madness, I began to roar..

Take thy beak from out of my heart and take thy form from my door!

(Beat it, you dumb bird, and return nevermore!)

(AWK!)

2010-01-06T02:10:00.000+08:00

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2010-01-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

2009-12-29T18:23:00.004+08:00

Why is it that none of you would stand up for me when someone who knows nothing about me is bitching about me?

Fabricated lies that she's making up about me.

Is none of you going to question her and ask does she even know who am I hanging out with?

Why do you people not even allow me to stand up for myself?

At times like this, I'll wish that I'm living with Godma.

Sad to admit, I'm utterly disappointed with you guys.

2009-12-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

I know where I stand.

Thank you very much.

I'll let you go & break free from you at the same time.

2009-12-15T18:34:00.001+08:00

Out of the 3 modules, I failed math.

Got a big FAT F.

Need to re-module. Why is math so important?

Do they not know that Math causes people to be affected with dementia.

2009-12-11T11:51:00.001+08:00

It's not that I forgot.

It's not that I'm sad or disappointed.

I just don't care.

I care no more.

2009-12-08T22:37:00.001+08:00

Simply because it hurts way too much..

Simply because I love you more than anything else..

2009-12-02T20:55:00.002+08:00

You were everything I wanted
You were everything a girl could be
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love

Hate is a strong word
but i really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around
and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
but I really, really, really don't like you

I really don't like you..

I'm Sorry but I just don't love you no more.

2009-11-28T17:06:00.004+08:00

I want to live life with a new perspective
Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
Stop there & let me correct it
I know that there's more than meets the eye
I love you enough to let you go
We were meant to be together
But when the roof caved in & the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
I used to would dop anything for you
You chose to let our love go

You threw our love away & gave it to someone else

2009-10-28T17:09:00.002+08:00

It's just another 24 more days to go. Strangely, I am not excited about it. I am not happy about it. It made me feel like -sigh-. You know, that 'sian' feeling? I'll soon be 20. For the whole of my 20 years, it feels like I've never done anything right.

What does being 20 mean? People would expect more out of you I guess.

I remember that on my 10th birthday, I was joyous. 9 turning 10.. It was a big deal to me at that time. It was like 'Wow!! I'm 10! It's a double digit.'

I'm turning 20 now. It just feels so bad.

For some reason, I seem to piss Mum off all the time.
Baby Boom Boom & I.. We can't seem to communicate at all for the past few days. Maybe, it's just me. I miss my Baby. I love her.
They both seem to know me like the back of their hand but I seem to know nothing about myself.

This sucks.

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People adjust to changing circumstances—even to wealth or a disability. So, wealth is like health: its utter absence breeds misery, but having it (or any circumstance we've been longing for) doesn't guarantee happiness. I would love to be a man of value because being a man of value is so much better than being a man of success.

Sometimes we act ourselves into a happier frame of mind. Manipulated into a smiling expression, people feel better; when they scowl, the whole world seems to scowl back. So put on a happy face. Talk as if you feel positive self-esteem, are optimistic, and are outgoing. Going through the motions can trigger the emotions. (Smile Smile Smile!!)

Being friends with those who care deeply about me can help me weather difficult times. Confiding is good for mind, soul and body. (I love you people)

I need to focus beyond the self. Reach out to those in need. Happiness increases helpfulness (those who feel good do good). But doing good also makes one feel good. (THERESA!! Stop being self-centered)

I should keep a gratitude journal. Pause each day to reflect on some positive aspect of my life (Health, Friends, Family, Education, Senses, Natural surroundings, and blah blah blah) experience heighten well-being.

Maybe, I should start to nurture my spiritual self. Do you know that for many people, faith provides a support community, a reason to focus beyond self, and a sense of purpose and hope. (Who to believe in huh?)

2009-10-14T22:45:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night, I walked that path which we used to walk together nearly everyday.
I miss you guys lots.
I miss how we use to play & laugh together.
Ver, Lun & Ting.. When will the all of us have time together again?

2009-10-08T19:57:00.003+08:00

Karaoke this Sun with Bah Zhang....Yippee!!!

I am going to sing to my hearts content this Sunday, all the biang biang Hokkien songs. Maybe can practice for next year's seventh month "Ge Tai". Good money leh! :P
Never hear Bah Zhang sing before. Wonder if she sings as well as she drums. We shall find out soon and update u folks. Hee.

2009-10-02T19:49:00.003+08:00

On the 30th of September, fever & stomach flu attacked me. ( Bing - Bing - Biang - Boom )

Cassandra took care of me for the whole day. I whined a lot when she wanted to place the ice - pack on me. When I was busy vomiting, she didn't complain how SMELLY it was. She stood by me to make sure that I was okay. She drove me to the clinic to get me to a doctor. Then, she made sure that I ate all my medicine and pat me to sleep. After I woke up, she drove me back home.

She had to work the next day & was really really really really (*10) tired but she still did all these for me. I whined a lot but she didn't blow her top. She would just pat-pat me.

After Cassandra sent me home, it was my Mummy's turn to take care of me. Daddy & Mummy were worried. I went to sleep together with Mummy. Mummy constantly checked my temperature for me. She even woke up at 2am just to put an Ice-Pack on my forehead. She must have been worried sick because it was 38.7.

Now I know that Cassandra & Mummy love me when I'm HAWT!!!!

' You this fat bb, yesterday dying make me scared like hell. Today recover abit only want go cca. Sigh. Silly dumb dumb leh you. ' - Cassasaurs

2009-09-11T15:47:00.002+08:00

A millionbillionwillion miles from home
Waiting for the bell to go ( To go where? )
Why are they all so big, other children
So noisy? So much at home they
Must have been born in their uniforms
Lived all their lives in the playgrounds
Spent the years inventing games
That don't let me in. Games
That are rough, that swallow you up
And the railings
All around, the railings
Are they to keep out the wolves & monsters
Things that carry off & eat children
Things that you don't take sweets from
Perhaps they are to stop us from getting out
Running away from the lessins. Lessin
What does a lessin look like
Sounds small & slimy
They keep them in glassrooms
Whole room made out of glass. Imagine

I wish I could remember my name
Mummy said it would come in useful
Like wellies. When there's puddles
Yellow wellies. I wish she was here
I think my name is sewn on somewhere
Perhaps the teacher will read it for me
Tea-cher. The one who makes tea

- Roger Mcgough -

2009-09-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

One of Keynes’s famous line

'The ideas of economists and political philosophers, both when they are right and when they are wrong, are more powerful than is commonly understood. Indeed the world is ruled by little else. Practical men, who believe themselves to be quite exempt from any intellectual influences, are usually the slaves of some defunct economist.’

2009-09-08T20:25:00.002+08:00

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all Ok

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts & lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

I remember the times when all I did was wait.
You threw our love away.

2009-09-03T10:05:00.001+08:00

You don't know & understand how much your words stay in my head

I'm tired of running after you
I won't send you sorry cards
Cos I don't need to
I'm giving up and I'll never reminisce
I've found a way, I'm getting over this
I let go in every way
Cause I don't need you

I feel that it's time
For me to draw the line
(I know that I'll be fine)

Only he can blow you away
I can't break through that way

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit 'n run,
And I still taste it on my tongue (still taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burnin' up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt,

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We use to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight
Say hello then goodbye

(Hey, hey, hey, hey! )x2
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinnin' on a roller coaster ride
The world, stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy everytime we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up

All the time I wasted on you,
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab
Cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober

Now it's over

I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry

It's hard to forget

And yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right

But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you chose to let me down

Won't you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
(Yeh yeh yeh)

What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
I guess I'll never know...

2009-08-31T11:15:00.002+08:00

I tell you this, and I tell you plain:
What you have done, you will do again;
You will bite your tongue, careful or not,
Upon the already-bitten spot.
~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960

It's always been and always will be the same in the world: The horse does the work and the coachman is tipped.

Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils ..

Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings. LOL LOL LOL LOL!!!!!!

Never take life too seriously.. Nobody gets out alive anyway

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

2009-08-27T11:08:00.002+08:00

Even though we both were really tired..
She still cooked noodles & hotdogs for me
=)

2009-08-22T00:11:00.007+08:00

I am a free-thinker.
I believe that there is a god. He created all the beautiful things around us. He created things and left them there for us to discover. It is just like how Thomas Alva Edison found electricity.

I met Jo a couple of days back. ( Was it a couple of days back?? I can't seem to remember )
I was commenting on how lost & confused I feel sometimes.

The-Re: Hey.. Why is it that whenever I need help, I turn to Christ? Do I believe in him? But then, I don't even know what it feels like to trust.. How am I able to trust something that I cannot see? Hahahahaha!!

Jo: You trust him. But only to the certain extent.

We blabbed on for many hours about all things.

Does the most interesting things in life often happen by accident or were they planned? If you will.. It's what most would call, Fate. Is fate planned or do you just bump into it?

Fate is a joke & the joke is in your hands. This is what I stand by, logically.
Emotionally, I would feel that God planned it. He wants the best for his children.

I know that the topic is going nowhere and it makes no sense.
When I lose track, it feels like I'm going nowhere but then...
Nowhere = Now Here

God placed several people into my life. Placed as in, people who have left an impact.
People like the girls of 2OA22 ( CHEC ) , Jo & Ash.
God gave me 3 people that I can fall back on. ( Say.. A crisis?? )
Dad, Mum & Christopher
God got 1 person to stand by me. ( JOKE--> Nanny?? LOL! )
Cassandra
God gave me good friends in SIM. ( Duplicate of girls from CHEC? Hahaha!! )
Lanny, Sophia, Qing Xiu, Grace & Sherral

Is this fate? Fate 'planned' or Fate 'accident'? Hahahahaha!

Fate is full of mysteries, dramas, dilemmas, disasters and triumphs than any besotted aficionado could reasonably expect. We are the besotted aficionado.

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I happily recognized an obsession that had been creeping up on most people. I suppose that there must be one or two people in the world who choose not to like people with the good-looks, but such an aberration is scarcely credible.

(People who are after looks): Who could resist the T.eichleri , with its brilliant crimson-scarlet flowers, the petals nipping in slightly at the waist to finish in sharp needle points?

(People who looks on the inside):The backs of the outer petals washed over in greeny-buff, so in bud it looks very sober. Then it flings open its petals and reveals itself as the wildly sexy flower that it is. Would you not fall in love with the Cottage tulip 'Magier'?

Beauty that is felt outlasts beauty that can be seen. In my point of view, beauty that can be seen is called pretty. Beautiful out-beats pretty.

But as in any love affair, after the initial coup de foudre you want to learn more about the 'object' of your passion.

As the tulip ages, which it does gracefully and well (a worthwhile attribute) the whole thing darkens and purple leaches out from the edges through the entire surface of the petals. It is a mesmerizing performance.

The tulip does not disappoint. (Or at least, the disappointment rate would be a lot more lesser than the T.eichleri )

Sorry.. I don't get what I'm talking about too either. haha!

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I know that this sounds cliche but when love goes wrong, nothing goes right.
When stuff like this happens, people will say bad things about you. This will be a bad distraction in your daily life. Bad distraction gives you a mouth full of whizz. Plus, being vulnerable is being woundable. Always remember that people may say bad things about you but you must never say bad things about yourself.

Getting back at people might not be a good idea. Nobody wins with a headbutt. An eye for an eye leaves everyone blind.

Failures are just early attempts to success. The only way out is in.
The mind is the only weapon that doesn't need a holster. ( Plus point for the mind? It's better than words ) Words don't need a holster too!! Hahahahaha

2009-08-19T14:12:00.013+08:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

I Miss You
The thoughts of you still pierce through my heart

It's always been all about you.

I passed all modules. DMS, Here I Come!

2009-08-17T20:02:00.004+08:00

I found that it's over
I'm a fallen soldier
Lost in all the madness
Trampled by the last kiss
Woke up with the first tear
Watching as the smoke cleared
Leave me where you found me
The world falling around me

Wave goodbye
Watch it die
I'll pretend I knew it
Honestly, I believed
In & out & through it

Stood until the last day
Waiting for the life change
If the fight is over
Forget just what I've told you
Thought that we could pull through
But I already lost you

Leave me where you found me
The world falling around me

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"What is straight?"
A line can be straight, or a street.
But the human heart, Oh No.
It's curved like a road through mountains.

-Tennessee Williams,Playwright
A street car named Desire

2009-08-17T07:46:00.003+08:00

I got back last night. Back in Singapore.
It was a hell lotta fun!

I had my fill of junkies. Food was good ( Except for the flies part )..
Certain memorable stuff.
Something funny happened everyday.

Fresh arguments sparked.
Conflicts occurred.

A new information was passed down.
'Do you know that I love you a lot?'
That was nice to know.

We'll go somewhere fun again soon =)

'I'm the worlds happiest woman' ( 10 mins ago )
'Ahh!! Please don't touch me. I feel like throwing up.' ( 10 mins later )

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In your careers, you will meet many people.
All are significant.
They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.'

Helping and unselfishly serve others.
Always remember those who serve.

The obstacle in our path.
- Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

Giving When it Counts.
- Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.

2009-08-12T13:08:00.001+08:00

I lost my Ipod yesterday. Dropped it off on the bus.
This may sound exaggerating but it's true. I cried for a couple of hours. It felt like you've just lost your love. My Ipod stuck by me whenever I was down.

I use it all the time.
EVERYDAY without fail. When I go out now, it feels like something is missing.
Anyway, going out of town tomorrow.
BYEBYE!!

P.S: Blogger sucks. I can adjust my font size & can't change the colour of it. I have to do them manually.Fuck!

2009-08-11T14:36:00.002+08:00

- Just because you're not a Drummer, it doesn't mean that you don't have to KEEP TIME
- PAT your foot + SING the melody in your head, when you play
- STOP playing all those weird notes. PLAY the melody!
- MAKE the Drummer sound GOOD

DISCRIMINATION IS IMPORTANT
YOU'VE GOT TO DIG IT TO DIG IT, YOU DIG?
ALL REET!

Always know
- A note can be small as a pin or as big as the world, it all depends on your imagination

- Don't play everything ( or everytime ), let some things go by
- Stay in shape! Sometimes, a musician waits for a GIG + when it comes & he's out of shape, he's not going to make it
- When you're swingin' SWING some more
- DON'T SOUND ANYBODY FOR A GIG, JUST BE ON THE SCENE

YOU GOT IT! If you don't want to PLAY, Tell a Joke or Dance. But in any case, YOU GOT IT!!

Whatever you think, can be DONE (If undone, somebody else will come along & DO IT)
A Genius is one MOST LIKE HIMSELF

They tried to get me to hate DRUMMERS but SOMEONE would always come along + spoil it

"style is knowing who you are, what you want to say, and not giving a damn."
-gore vidal

Paper Blues

2009-08-08T13:32:00.003+08:00

Knock Knock! I'm back Love!
-blows dust away & starts cleaning up-
My blog is characterized as stagnant. The lack of development and advancement has taken over.

Papers are over. To hell with Accounts,Economics,Sales & Marketing,Management & Study Skills In English.
IT'S ALL OVER!! WHOO-WHEE! ( This is how I should be feeling ) 'How I should be feeling' because there is a high chance of me having to re-sit for my Economics & Sales & Marketing.
Wait wait wait...
With a conscious mind and some extent of reasoning, I substantiate my suspicions. I am left with no choice but to use the application of the mind to the acquisition of knowledge. Study Study again!!

Results will be out on 19th. I really hope that I don't have to take the subs.
Plans before my holidays.
Sat (Which is today) - Fishing
Sun - Go Lanny's house play
Mon - Movies with Cass
Tues - Go Ion with Sophia & Lanny
Wed - Don't know
Thurs to Sunday - Out of town
[ Nothing to do until 19th ]

If there isn't a need for sub-papers. First to KL then next to China!!

If sub-papers have to be taken... The doing of sub-papers. LOL!

[ Consequences of failing sub-papers?? Theresa gets kicked out of the 'education circle'.

2009-07-12T21:38:00.006+08:00

-Entry for bread making-

Pang Du Du's BB 1st attempt at Baking!
Bought Bread Maker months ago.....after so long...finally decided to get down to making good use of the bread maker.
Seems simple from the receipe, lets try....
After more than 2 hours of machine works...
WA LA! Look at the beautiful loaf, am pleasantly surprised with the result of my 1st loaf. :)
Talented I am! Nah its all just purely machine doing all the work :P

-Entry for Pang Du Du's long awaited meal-

Chilli Crab; Fried Shitake Mushrooms, Fried Mantou...
All Du Du's favourite prepared with love...
Wasnt easy task at all to kill and wash the crabs....My dearest Du Du nearly disfigured my face with the knife :(
After hours of struggling with the live crabs...see pic below :)
And result is "Finger licking good Chilli Crabs" of cos! hehe
We finished all the crabs.
Ah B was simply impressed with the crabs. :)
But I no longer trust her with a knife....At least not when I am next to her. Arghhh!!

Bye Bye People...Signing off Ah B's Gal.

2009-07-08T08:54:00.006+08:00

I might be leaving this blog then do up a whole new one.
I might be changing only the blog address.
Might be coming to a halt at blogging.

Typing here or not, let's just see.
If I do, let this entry be ironic.

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I like talking to a brick wall, it's the only thing in the world that never contradicts me.
People generally quarrel because they cannot argue.

With you walking right out, has just shown me, I am not worth your time.
Or rather,
Thinking of walking right out mostly, will show me, I may not be worthy of your time.

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Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less.
Marie Curie

Many people die at twenty five and aren't buried until they are seventy five.
Time flies. And it leaves us at...
Old too soon.. Smart too late.

We'll be just fine..

2009-07-06T15:40:00.003+08:00

Pris Buddy said that this video is based on a movie. It's about this lady who keeps a writer at home.

This psycho lady who was in love with this writer. LOL!

Ah B~~ I love you. Heh Heh Heh Heh Heh!!!!
Chop off your hands

I want to watch Misery

2009-07-03T11:57:00.003+08:00

For times not remembered of things that you did,
To love & protect me from life.
And lead me so gently when I'm down,
Through awesome sweetness & strife.
I reflect upon what a wonder you were,
And how I tried not to be a bother.
Each night I seek out the brightest of stars,
And pridefully know that's my Mother/Partner.

Commitment, isn't sacrificing

2009-07-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

I am intimidated by the fear of losing you

2009-06-26T14:40:00.004+08:00

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
There's so many things that I want you to know
If it takes you forever I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie

Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

There's nothing I can do nor say.
I guess that it's the price I've got to pay for being quick to speak.

You were with me 6 days ago.
Today, I'm on my own is what I said to myself 6 days ago.

People often underestimate the power of music, and the effect that it has on us. We sometimes forget how a great song with a feel-good message lifts us up, and makes us smile and remember the place we had the most fun dancing to it and with whom.

I underestimated the effect of you gone. I forgot about the feel-good message that you left thus, taking you for granted. The smile that you placed on my face and tune you used to dance along with me are once upon a time. I'm Sorry.

Byebye =)

2009-06-24T16:08:00.006+08:00

Stress in school: Students are constantly reminded to excel academically. While not a bad thing in itself, stress comes from not knowing how to respond. In recent years, the pressure is extending downward, even to kindergartens. ECAs, ideally a way to de-stress, are viewed by some students as additional work. Parents add to the stress when they pressure their kids into taking up ECA not to their inclination.

Stress at work: Workers struggle with tight deadlines. They lament the tendency to equate staying late with working hard. Older workers feel threatened by younger ones. Some also feel threatened by the Government 's policy of attracting foreign talent. They fear that there will be glass ceilings for locals once the import of foreign talent becomes a norm. Less-educated Singaporeans fear lower-priced, better-educated foreigners taking away their jobs.

Stress at home: Adult Singaporeans juggle roles as parents and caregivers to their own aged parents. Many ply their children with extra tuition and enrichment classess, creating strain not only on their and the child 's time, but on their own pockets too.

Stress as a SG citizen: The Government is constantly trying to get people to improve, some people lament. While they may understand the need to boast productivity, they resent being mere economic digits pushed into prescribed moulds. They want a sense of control. If Singapore is a pressure cooker, one person asked, "Am I the cook or cooked?"

Stress is like cholesterol: there is good and bad. We should optimise good stress and minimise the bad ones.

We need to look beyond our basic survival needs to the higher needs of people, as individuals with social and spiritual dimensions. Success is not so much whether we live up to other people’s expectations, but whether we live up to our own. We must strive to be the best that we can be. Sometimes, paradoxically, this can be tougher than being what society thinks we should be...

By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Says it's funny how the night
Can make you blind
I can just imagine
And I don't know what I'm supposed to do
But if she feels bad then I do too
So I let her be

And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And Her Diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She's down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down

I'll still secretly be Carls Junior

2009-06-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

1) Living In Anticipation Of The Worst Possible Outcomes, Leech The Enjoyment From Many Experiences

2)Life Is An Art Of Drawing Without An Eraser

Still my favorite.

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When I speak of natural drummers I'm talking about guys that are playing with the talent God gave 'em.
Gene Krupa

Intellectual Growth Should Commence At Birth And Cease Only At Death
Albert Einstein

I wish that I got brains & talents la! KNS. haha

Drummers don't write - or at least, that's what everybody believes
Tony Williams

2009-06-16T20:02:00.004+08:00

Has it ever occurred to you that a few or many years down the road, when you walk down the aisle with the partner you would have to live with for the rest of your life..
Is not the one you love most ?
Or you'll rather not get married unless if the one walking down the aisle with you, is the man/woman you love most in your entire life ?

Which is which ? Will you say YES to a marriage to whom is not your most loved ? A simple question yet, the answer complexed.
People always use the term 'man/woman of my life' to represent their other halves.

In a relationship, we brave through rough patches together and enjoy the breeze and simplicity of love during smooth times. There never would be a relationship where everything seems prefect. Perfection is never met, so what determines perfection ? I guess that it's our fantasy. We build sandcastles in the air every now and then, hoping for the sweetest things to happen.
Is that even attainable?
Humans are weird creatures.We’re oddballs. We don't know or rather, choose not to treasure what we have & would always prefer or like something else which seems unattainable by us - perfection. I'm not speaking particularly about relationship itself. It's just any issues in general.

Having a partner to live with you for the rest of your life is never the same as having someone whom you want to just simply be there for love, care and concern. There's a fine line in somewhere in between. Someone to live with you for the rest of your life is not there only for love, care and concern, but other things like, support, or maybe a wee bit of husband/wife-material. One can be the ideal boyfriend/girlfriend material but you cannot imagine living life with him/her. You see no future.

You can tell me that 'I'm wrong'. But look, we always say, "I love my life" during good times. Who would say, "I love my life" during their troughs ? Most wouldn't.

What if you never get to marry the one you love most in your life ? And so what if someone else, whom you see future with (yet not your most love), proposed to you ? Would you say YES ?

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Life's a journey. Walking down the road of life, we may get lost midway. When we arrive at the crossroads, we question ‘What’s the best route?’. Sometimes people allow their mind to navigate them and sometimes their instincts.

You meet people along the way. Probably,you’ll have to work hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder for a time being with them. They might walk with you down the road. Some walk the same route as you,crossroads after crossroads.Some may just leave without a word. Some others would tell you, "We're people of different worlds." and eventually, part with you at the crossroads.
In life, we pass by crossroads after crossroads. How do we know if we'll decide the right path each time we arrive at one ? Why is it that after leaving the crossroads, we start to have doubts in our choices? Even though we know that it's too late. There's no turning back because each different route will lead you to a different crossroad - Taking Route A leads you to Crossroad A, taking Route B will leads you to Crossroad B. Similarly, we bring our experiences with us along the walk of life.

Hiding in a corner crying & telling yourself how much you're regretting something done is a waste of time.
Regret ---> Take it as a lesson learnt ( Make the best out of it ) ----> Experience
Regrets are just another form of experience.
Take it as a lesson learnt. After all, it is a lesson learnt in time.

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I watched 'Hannah Montana The Movie' with Sophia today.
It was great!
I can't wait fot Sats' outing =)
Next movie is 'Ghost Of Girlfriends Past'.

PLEASE PARDON MY LOUSY ENGLISH

2009-06-12T18:19:00.001+08:00

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

[Chorus]
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

[Chorus]
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like "forever"
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it
(I just can't take it)

[Chorus]
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever

2009-06-10T19:07:00.002+08:00

He said,'You'll never amount to anything'.
She said,'You don't have the brains for this'.
You said,'Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me'.
Of course sticks and stones may break your bones, but words most certainly can hurt.

Any spoken word that is allowed to dissolve into the spirit can stop a person from experiencing the greatness they truly deserve.
What do you do with those words? Do you rise above them? Do you use them to motivate you forward?

...or do you let them sink deep into your soul and hold you back?

There's a couple of things I do to avoid 'words' from destroying the very thing I'm trying to build.
Firstly, I don't waste my energy and time trying to convince anyone, or change anyone's mind. After all, the only thing that triumphs over words is positive action.

Secondly, I infuse myself with positive reinforcement. Read, Study, Train, and then Practice thinking powerful thoughts.

Thirdly, I talk to myself. It's true that whatever you focus on, is the very thing that comes to fruition. If you believe you will fail, then you will and vice-versa.
Think FAIL then FAIL lor!
Keep your head in the game and your eyes on the prize. Visualize yourself accomplishing your goal. Whoo-Whee~~

Lastly, be selective about who you spend time with. Spend most of your time with those who pull you up with their words, and less with those who anchor you down. I'm not telling you to be rude - just be selective.
Unless you are thick skinned like me. No arrowlines can penetrate through the elephant hide of mine.

This is your time!
Get that fire in you!

Although words can temporarily hurt, they will never stop you

2009-06-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

I beat Little Cassie at Tic-Tac-Toe & Checkers

2009-05-30T12:40:00.001+08:00

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

It would be nice for her to know that she's being appreciated by you.
She needs it.
Or rather, she needed it. Once needed and no longer a requirement.
If need be, she'll shut you out.

Maybe, she already did.

- Whey Whey..
Jam or skate anyone?

2009-05-27T11:25:00.001+08:00

I hope that it gives you HELL

2009-05-27T10:01:00.002+08:00

For some reason, I am still going nuts for this song. Don't know why.
Usually, I listen to a particular song for a max of 3 months everyday then I get bored.

I've been listening to this song for more than...... I don't know. I started listening to it long before the prelims.

2009-05-26T11:22:00.002+08:00

Awww... She's impressive isn't she?
Stupefyingly stupefying.
Not only can she sing but she also looks attractive in a dainty way.

Anyway, my bro, Christopher is being awared with this 'Good Progression' award.
Boy! Am I proud.

I've never had any awards in my High School days. Except for one which was made up by my DM. She made it up specially for this girl & I. The condition to it was that we have to not skip school for 3months.

I am proud of Mr Carrot Cake and it is highly gratifying to the feelings.

2009-05-17T17:34:00.004+08:00

These are the creatures close to my heart.
I know that this video sucks & all..
BUT WHATEVER LAH!!!!

The impact that you people caused..
Indescribable.

It is way too extraordinary for description.

2009-05-16T18:43:00.005+08:00

Baby, you went through thick & thin with me
There never was once when you made me doubt your love for me
We did all sorts of things together
You were with me 24/7
Nothing could have changed our love for one another
Until the day, when you dropped into the toilet bowl
That was when everything changed

This song suits you best.

Give me more lovin then i've ever had.
Make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
Barely gettin mad,
I'm so glad i found you.
I love bein around you.

You make it easy,
As easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
Theres only one thing two do three words four you.
I love you.
(I love you)
Theres only one way two say those three words
And that's what i'll do.
I love you.
(I love you)

Give me more lovin from the very start.
Piece me back together when i fall apart.
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
Best that i've had.
I'm so glad that i found you.
I love bein around you.

Baby, I Love You

2009-05-13T21:59:00.003+08:00

These are my groupmates from SIM.

Introducing from left to right. Sophia, Lanny, Qing Xiu, Sherral
I LOVE LANNY TO THE MAX!!
Psst.. Lanny is my husband.

Anyway, I nearly got ditched by my girlfriend today. Girlfriend accompanied me to the toilet today & Sherral was like 'Go toilet also must bring her.'
I ignored Sherral totally & headed off to PEE.

While GF & I were in the toilet, GF fell into the toilet bowl. I panicked & quickly helped her clean up. She was ok in the beginning but later on ( abt 15mins later ) GF's eyes started to hurt and she fainted. She went 'ON' & 'OFF'.

Sophia tried to help save her & the relationship. Thank you Sophia!
GF is blind now and we're having 'cold war' now.

Baby, I love you. Even though, it's been more than a year.. You're old now and there's a younger you out there..

'Ipod Nano 3rd Gen Rocks!'
I love you.

2009-05-10T15:16:00.008+08:00

Jo & I!! Bud Bud Bud & Bud Bud!!

'You both win ready la! Nono.. You both win something even bigger then the lottery!'
Hahahahaha!

Jo & I sat outside Esplanade and spent a romantic night together. We talked about whatever pertains to the subject under consideration while drinking. After drinking, Jo had cupcorn & I had cotton candy. =)

Later on, we cycled to Xiao Gui Ling from my place. Gazing at the moon while puking. Hahahahaha!

Jo..
No Matter What..
You are still LOVED by..
The-Re!!

I miss the learning HiveDays.
Ver goes, ' ACTION!'
Jo goes Flirting
&
Re goes Crying

=) =) =)

Bud, Bud Bud & Bud Bud Bud

2009-05-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

You both were the ones who stood by me when the sky fell down.
I love you more than anything else and I owe you a big Thank You.

My Parents = My World

I know that I suck at being your daughter and I'm still learning to become a better one as the day passes. I'm sorry for everything & thank you for everything.

Thank you for being my parents and thank you for loving me.

2009-04-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

The cockeyed idea of turning back the pages of history was a preposterous attempt. Inviting ridicule I'll say. A ludicrous lack of bonding is what you people are facing.
Ask me a nonsensical question and I'll give you a nonsensical answer.

She's proud of her promotion, but she'll laugh out of the other side of her mouth when the work piles up. Being proud & arrogant is never a good thing. =)

2009-04-29T20:01:00.002+08:00

Mag:
this a very nice rendition of love story meets viva la vida... i simply love this piece... listen if u r free

The-Re:
Is that a virus?

Mag:
no. I'm Mag

The-Re
Cause it doesn't seem like the way U type

It really is Mag and it isn't some stinkin virus =)

2009-04-28T09:42:00.003+08:00

While I was on my way to school yesterday, I thought of my Primary 5 & 6 classmates. I wonder where they are now, what they're doing and How are they like now.

Do you people think or even remember the girl that you people hit everyday?

2009-04-27T09:52:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

He suffers from the fastidiousness of dress.
Off to the Market.

2009-04-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

Spongebob: It's not about winning, it's about fun
Plankton: What's that?
Spongebob: Fun is when you.. Fun is.. It's like.. It's kinda.. Sorta like a..
What is fun?
Let me spell it for you

Spongebob:
F is for friends who do stuff together
U is for u and me
N is for anywhere and anytime at all

Whole Cast: Down here in the deep blue sea

Plankton:
F is for fire that burns down the whole town
U is for Uranium...BOMBS!
N is for no survivors when you-

Spongebob:
Plankton! Those things aren't what fun is all about!
Now, do it like this,
F is for friends who do stuff to-

Plankton:
Never! that's completely idiotic!

Spongebob:
Here, Let me help you...
F is for friends who do stuff together
U is for u and me, Try it!

Plankton:
N is for anywhere and anytime at all

Whole cast:
Down here in the deep blue sea

Plankton:
Wait.. I don't understand this..
I feel all tingly inside..
Should we stop?

Spongebob:
No! That's how you're supposed to feel!

Plankton:
Well I like it!
Lets do it again!

Spongebob: Okay!

Spongebob & Plankton:
F is for frolic through all the flowers
U is for ukulele
N is for nose picking, sharing gum, and
sand licking here with my best buddy

-Weird Laughter-

2009-04-25T13:59:00.002+08:00

The TOP 25 in my Ipod

1) Tongue Tied - Faber Drive
2) Sleepless Night - Faber Drive
3) Angel With The Scabbed Wings - Marilyn Manson
4) Dairy Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
5) Ballroom Blitz - Sweet
6) Breakfast After Ten - Blue October
7) Can't Break Through - Busted
8) Dancing In The Moonlight - Toploader
9) FaceDown - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
10) Breathe Me - Sia
11) The Chronicles Of Life & Death - Good Charlotte
12) I Don't Care - Fall Out Boys
13) Butterfly - Jason Mraz
14) Geek In The Pink - Jason Mraz
15) Told You So - Jesse Mccartney
16) End Up like This - Son Of Dork
17) Scars - Papa Roach
18) Fatal Tragedy - Dream Theater
19) Phantom Of The Opera
20) Fake It - Seether
21) Rock 'N' Roll Train - AC/DC
22) T.N.T - AC/DC
23) Liar - Taking back Sunday
24) Practice Makes Perfect - Cute Is What We Aim For
25) Taking Chances - Celine Dion

2009-04-24T00:31:00.001+08:00

!@#$%^&*
*&^%$#@!
%$#@!^&*
^&*%$#@!

Seriously..

2009-04-14T11:22:00.003+08:00

I miss my previous Classmates. I miss the way Buddies & I clown around in class. I miss how we never fail to force one another to hang out together after school. Hahaha!

Ver!!!! Lun!!!! Ting!!!! I miss and love you people the most!!

Bernie~~ Bernie~~ All so Alieny
Hai Tun~~ Hai Tun~~ All so Boney
Su Eng~~ Su Eng~~ All so Botaky

2009-04-09T19:07:00.004+08:00

We were supposed to do this Assignment. This Assignment is to check out if we're dominantly left or right brained. This is my result.

You are a middle brain dominant student!

You are open minded but not gullible about things or people. You may run into trouble making decisions sometimes, while your logical brain plays tug-of-war with your gut instinct. You enjoy the arts, but you could also do well in science and math. You appreciate the beauty of all things in life, and are well-rounded. Middle brain students would do well on The Apprentice, since they can have a strong mix of gut instinct and an appreciation for numbers. You would have a strong career in business, but you may not go that route; you may be more interested in studying the arts and sciences in college. You would be wise to read over the characteristics of left and right brain students and consider whether you fall into the traps of either type. For instance, extreme right brain dominant students can get too bogged down in thought, while extreme left brain students can be rigid in their views.

Anyway, I think that I'm a freak. A Dual-brained freak.

Jillian Michaels & Jennifer Aniston are darn HOT!

2009-04-07T00:19:00.003+08:00

People like me are consistant in being inconsistant.

Anyway, let's talk about my first day at Campus. I was meant to be the first who arrived for lecture but I turned out to be last. Reason being going to the wrong Campus.

I arrived at the HQ at 1.15 as lecture was supposed to start at 1.30. I sat there and waited till 1.35 but no one came. So, I called my mum to complain. Haha! After complaining, I urged my FAT legs to walk to the office to ask. It turned out that I'm supposed to attend lectures at the other Campus.

After lecture, Cassandra brought me to this Japanese restaurant for dinner. The food was AWESOME! She said that it's a celebration for my first day of school. Then, I asked her 'Why not a celebration for my first day at Mu-ee?' She told me that it's different.

Ting Ting sent me a extremely nice SMS this morning. ( I was still asleep. Therefore, I am HINTING flour girl that she woke me up somehow. LOL! )

2009-04-05T18:01:00.002+08:00

First

Day

School

SIM

Tomorrow

2009-04-03T09:45:00.004+08:00

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

2009-03-25T11:20:00.004+08:00

Quailty time is making up for lost time and time lost is never found again.

Prolly to you, it goes this way.
He who gains time gains everything and time is money. To you, money is everything & you love money more than anything else.

Money is a wonderful thing, but it is possible to pay too high a price for it. Since that money is your everything then there's no too high price you can pay except money. LOL!

The bad news is time flies. and the good news is you're the pilot. So instead of asking "What am I getting?" from a job, why not ask "What am I becoming?"

'I earn !@#$%^&* a month. More than enough for you to study in pte schools for the remaining education ladder you have to climb because you can't make it into the mainstream. It's also enough for you to be a BUM for the rest of your life in case you can't make it in pte schools too.'
She beary lude hor? Maker dis kind ob statement? Don't be sad. At least you get to study. Hahaha!

2009-03-24T09:18:00.002+08:00

Spent time with Verne yesterday! =)
Verne met Cassandra & Cassandra met Verne.

2009-03-23T10:57:00.003+08:00

She makes my heart go Bang Bang Boom
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YEAH!
Ting Ting is back!!!!!

2009-03-21T11:51:00.003+08:00

One's ability to be charitable, to feel humble, to forgive and be appreciative are strengths within us that most of us seem to ignore. These strengths deflate our easily inflated egos which helps us pay more respect to other human beings - and all living things on our planet.

We live life with survival instincts. Populated pragmatism is the way of life. To live on, you can't be human. You have to be a materialistic flesh-and-blood 'robot'.

Living in a life that's fast-paced, most of us sometimes fail to reflect. We fail to think who we once were,what we are now. We never fail to think about the things we do not have but we suck at think about the things we have. We screw it all up when it comes to the word 'appreciation'.

There's still a long way to go and a lot more to learn.

Like what parents used to always tell their kids.
" You batter pinish your food ah! The children in Apfica no have food to eat ar!"

2009-03-20T00:04:00.007+08:00

'Whoa! What brings??!! Fancy seeing you around here.'
It turned out that Auntie Chicken had returned to Singapore and gave Duck a surprise visit.

Auntie Chicken passed a bag of Famous Amos to Duck and said 'I got this for you. I remember that you loved Famous Amos ever since you were a kid.' Being the glutton that Duck had always been, she was enraptured by the bag of Famous Amos. Feeling that something is amiss, Duck could feel her heart pulsate rapidly and heavily.

'Are you busy now?' questioned Auntie Chicken as her eyes looked straight into Duck's eyes. Duck wanted to lie about it but a 'No' rolled off her tongue. Perhaps, Duck's reflexs were too slow. The frequency between the mind and the mouth had a disconnection.

'6years of pounding on drums, 19years of doodling and 3years of being a delinquent. I'm glad to know that you've changed when you hit the age of 16 and was no longer a delinquent. But then, Young woman! You've wasted enough time on drums and idle drawings. When school starts, study study study! Education is everything. An education is how you'll make something of yourself.'
This was Auntie Chicken's opinion. Just that, it was expressed in a commanding order. Therefore, it is an order.

Duck, known to be as stubbon as a mule would never give in to that. But Auntie Chicken said more than those stated above. She said stuff that could bring anyone down.

When the conversation ended, Auntie Chicken left and Duck could hear herself sniffing.
'Don't you dare cry.No crying you little bastard. No tears and definately not for you. Buck up!' This phrase replayed in Ducks' mind like an old broken recorder.

Threw it all away
Passion's in the way

I adore my mum while taking her for granted. Just like every regular kid out there. My Mum's flaw is that she didn't make me work for it. She loves me coming and going, at my worst and at my best. There never was,not for a moment, a question of trust from me to her. If my mums says it, I believe it.

My Mum wasn't easy on me. She never did spare the rod when I was younger but she loved me. She had a bottomless well of love for me.

Kids chase the love that eludes them. Kids assume so much from one parent and hold the other to a lower, looser standard. I was wrong.

I am a Mummys' girl and not a Aunties' girl. Bottomless well of love beats bottomless well of dough,hands down. Even though 'no bread,no love' but it's love from a Mother to a child now. It's just different. Special and unique in every way.

I'm not afraid of death. I'm just afraid of my Mum having to leave me or Me having to leave my Mum.

Mum never did stand up for me when I was bullied in the past but she stood up for me by being my Mum.

This would be a song best suited for my Mum if I were to dedicate a song for her.. Don't get me wrong. I do not want to make out with her. You'll know which parts are meant for it if you think with your head and not your arse.

So many people gonna say that they want you,
To try to get you thinking they really care,
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one
Who has put in the time and you know he's gonna be there,
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it,
Don't let nobody put you down, who your with
Take the pain of protecting your name,
From the crutch to the cane to the highwire

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the women just when i met her,
Took my sweet time when i was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when i wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x2]

Out the many broken backdoors and windows,
Through the valley of the love of the lost,
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down
From the thrones without leaving any windows,
But you drown in a piece for the moment,
The moment was over in time,
Then its gone the hit and run the tactless one has a short life

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the women just when i met her,

Took my sweet time when i was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when i wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x2]

Gonna tell you what you do to think you practice what you preach,
Now i know there's nothing we cant preach,
'cause the heart can't erase once it finds a place to be warm and welcome,
To be held in shelter

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the women just when i met her
Took my sweet time when i was bitter
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right
Give me that feeling every night
Wants to make love when i wanna fight
Now someone understands me
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x3]
Who knows me better
Wants to make love when i wanna fight
Now someone understand me

I repeat!! I do not want to make out with my Mum.

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Why do something tomorrow, when it could be done the day after tomorrow?
There is always tomorrow.
When in doubt do nothing.

Its better to have loafed and lost than never to have loafed at all.

What is liberty? Leisure.
Happiness depends on Leisure.
Workers can't think.
If you are losing your leisure, you may be losing your soul.

He who loafs last loafs longest.

Imagination is more important than knowledge.
All the evil people in the world are already busy.
To idle people every day is a festival.
You cannot think and work at the same time.
Children ought to be idle -- it's good for them.
Thinkers don't work and workers don't think.

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i'm waking up at the start of the end of the world
but it's feeling just like every other morning before
now i wonder what my life is gonna mean if it's gone
cars are moving like a half a mile an hour
and i started staring at the passengers waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time

when i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well, i guess we're gonna find out
let's see How Far We've Come
let's see how far we've come
well, i believe it all is coming to an end
oh well i guess we're gonna pretend
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come

i think you turned to the clock but i don't really know
and i can't remember caring pouring out of her soul
started crying and i couldn't stop myself
i started running but there's nowhere to run to
i sat down on the street took a look at myself
say where we're going but you don't know where it's headed oh well
say your goodbyes if you got someone you can say goodbye to

it's gone, gone, baby it's all gone
there's no-one in the corner and there's no-one at home
it's cool, cool, it was just all cool
it's over for me and it's over for you
now it's no don't, baby it's all gone
there's no-one in the corner and there's no-one at home
it's cool, cool, it was just all coolit's over for me and it's over for you

2009-03-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

2009-03-16T01:17:00.004+08:00

Mum's ill again. -sigh-

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It all started out on the first of Jan. Things got a step further on the night of Jan 11th. Which was my Mum's birthday and a day before the release of the O's results. I didn't quite make the mark.

You helped me make calls to SIM then accompained me to SIM to ask about the Diploma stuff. On that day, you asked if I were yours thrice. I replied No thrice. That had hurt you. You said that I'm only a kid. So, you'll let me off.

28th Jan. You teared because you couldn't stop me from drinking. In the end, we made a pact that I can't drink for a year.

On Jan 30th, misunderstandings popped up and it made you really angry then it made you cry. I remember you crying while driving me to work. I apologized but it didn't really work. It happened because I was never the kind that bothered to explain myself. You came to pick me up from work after that. We had a long talk at the roof of the carpark in your car. I said that we're friends with a smile. Then, I made you cry again. Soon, it turned Jan 31st and the clock struck 0315. That was when things got another step further.

2nd feb. You started work. Everything was still smooth as there wasn't much stress yet. You still wait for me to knock off then call me on the phone every night. A week passed and it was still ok. Another week passed and it was still alright.

Until...... Recently..
Things changed and stuff.. We talked things out yesterday and things are supposed to get better.

I remember what you'll always do for me when I'm asleep. You'll cover me with the blanket so that I wouldn't catch a cold. You'll wake up and make sure that my head isn't off the bed. You'll pat me to sleep or sayang my head. You always say 'You are so spolit! I'm not going to spoil you any further.' Despite saying this, you still do spoil me even up till today. Just that, it's not so obvious like the past.

I ought to thank you for everything. =)
Thanks for being so nice to watch DragonBall with me. Remember that it's Goku & not Kugo. Next, you must watch Street Fighter with me. I love you Bud!

Where is my Chilli Crab???!!!!!!

2009-03-14T08:44:00.003+08:00

Leave your things behind
Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps, you bubble wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So let go, let go, jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
Let go, let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You've 20 seconds to comply

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I want to scream, until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I don't have to make a bad impression

I need to start to be myself
Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

2009-03-14T08:36:00.002+08:00

Your kiss, your kiss will be the ultimate
Your kiss, your kiss

You walked in
Indie rock used to be dirty pop
Could you be everything;
My rise and my fall?
Rescue me, 9 to 5
40 fires in your eyes
I don't care what you buy
Just don't you go

No need to leave the light on
There's no one here tonight
Only you and I

Kill me in a record shop now
One shot and you took me down
I could feel it when the arrow hit
You sunk me with your deadly lips
Your kiss, your kiss will be the ultimate
Your kiss, your kiss
I can't get over it

Now, spin me round the record shop
Look at you, the record stops
Will you run, or flirt til it hurts?
Dance with me, with your eyes
As you scream through the aisles
Bury me a 12 inch grave
And don't you go

Tonight, tonight
Don't leave me tonight
Reach for me, just one time
As the sun sets behind
Don't say goodbye, goodbye
Don't say goodbye

Your kiss, your kiss will be the ultimate
Your kiss, your kiss
I can't get over it

2009-03-11T11:38:00.004+08:00

The nights grow cold
Im growing older
Everyday you're gone
It's more lonesome than the last one
I've spent all this time
Without you in my life
And you're still on my mind
Nothing ever feels alright

I'm tired of being alone
Why dont you just come home
Because i miss you so
And i want you to know

If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles again
If you could just see me now
You wouldnt have a doubt
We could just start this love all over
And forget all the things we know
If you could see me now
Somehow

Everything i said
Wasnt what i meant
I hope you can forget
And i can leave all my regrets
Behind tonight
And catch a flight to Boston
And come start a new life
And this time we can do it right

I'm tired of being alone
Why dont you just come home
Because i miss you so
And i want you to know

If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles again
If you could just see me now
You wouldnt have a doubt
We could just start this love all over
And forget all the things we know
If you could see me now
Somehow

If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles

If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles again
If you could just see me now
You wouldnt have a doubt
We could just start this love all over
And forget all the things we know
If you could see me now
We could move on somehow
If you could travel all the miles again
If you could see me now
Somehow

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Time keeps moving but I stood idle

2009-03-11T09:53:00.006+08:00

Whenever I'm setting off to game, I see this picture.

Whenever I'm about to sign in MSN, I see this picture.

This is my desktop background.

I miss these idiot. That includes Little Seannie hiding behind Ah Kok ah!

Haha..

-Love Love-

2009-03-06T01:14:00.002+08:00

If we did all the things that we're capable of, we'll literally astound ourselves.

And to quote from that 'Benjamin Button' show - You can curse and swear at fate but in the end, you'll have to let go.

Please stop interrupting me while I'm trying to ignore you.
This is a WARNING. I know Karate, Judo, Ninjutsu and 40 other dangerous words.

2009-03-04T17:07:00.002+08:00

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Sorry.. =)

Yours Sincerely
Carls Junior

2009-03-03T10:56:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I'll just wish that you have a little more time for me. Those hours on the phone are just different. It's different from spending time together side by side. I miss how it all started out. I feel how you're feeling too.

Work hard, Earn more to feed Little Glutton!

I know that you give in to my weirdness but I do give in to your way of pragmatism too. The part on getting a new one. I shouldn't have said something like that but you were the one that said it would make you feel very insecure. Isn't getting a new one the best way out?

I'm missing you.

Mummy~~~~~~~~~~ Haha!

Well, here we are again
Throwing punchlines, no one wins
As the morning sun begins to rise, we're fading fast
And we won't work this out

Every single word's been said
Broke each other's hearts again
As the starlit sky begins to shine, we're breaking down
She screams out

No, we're not gonna work this out tonight
No, we're not gonna make this right
So I'll give a kiss and say goodbye
'Cause we're not gonna work this out
Tonight

2009-03-01T13:30:00.003+08:00

She got me a new watch on Friday night. She wanted to bring me to the turf club on Saturday. ( I think cause I keep saying I want to SEE!!!!! ) So, we were discussing should we go to this room where there's air-con & buffet or go stand with all the Ah-Peks in the sun.

Naturally, I replied excitedly, 'Stand with all the Ah-Peks!'
She was like 'Huh.... Later the Ah-Peks lose then they go 'HONG-GAN' & 'PUI' on the floor leh.'
I was like ' We can join them! We can HONG GAN AR! CB! ' Hahaha
We didn't go there in the end. Cannot wear Berms de leh!

So, she wanted to bring me to the SSO. But didn't in the end also. So yea yea....

I WANT HEATHER. Heather Leong something something. I haven't thought of a chinese name.

2009-02-26T22:20:00.004+08:00

Anyone who's interested to watch Dragonball Evolution, X-Men Origins: Wolverine and Watchmen?

Sometimes, I wish for someone who loves skateboarding, drumming, photography, bikes and tattoos as much as I do.
Someone who has the fucked up attitude like me.
Someone who thinks weirdly like me.

Drumming makes my heart pound faster.
Photography draws with light.
Bikes make my knees go soft.
Tattoo is to identify oneself and is an ongoing art.

Chocolates and toys make me smile. I still love Ultraman & DragonBall lots.
I still have my chou-chou.

I wish for another The-Re
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Win tickets to Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Live in Concert

"Get ready for a night pulsing with vibrancy and tenacity! LAMC Productions is proud to announce that The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, the American rockers from Middleburg, Florida are all set to rock Singapore on March 10th at D’Marquee Downtown East!"

WOAH! I want I want I want!!!!!!
Bring me somewhere where I can hear I also happy. Hahaha! =)

2009-02-25T10:55:00.003+08:00

Pulchritudinous -> Beautiful
Tintinabulation -> Sound of a bell
Poodle- faker ----> A man who drinks too much tea with married women

These are the new words that Miss XY taught me a couple of days back. =)

Bras Basah brings back lots of memories. Good memories which kinda hurt because they seemed so yesterday and you miss them. Let's a take a walk down memory lane soon.
LAST MIN MEET-UPS! =)

Oooo, this is an SOS
Don't want a second guess
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you
Now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walkin' on broken glass
Better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

2009-02-23T10:07:00.003+08:00

Sy says:

Well,it really depends on you.
if you always give in, then whenever they need replacement, they'll always look for you.
den u forever cannot dance, forever cannot do what you like.
understand bo?
certain things can give in but others must persist.

Sy is aiming to go Japan after Poly for dance stuff. I love Sy to the MAX!

I hope to go somewhere nice before school starts.

2009-02-23T08:44:00.002+08:00

After seeing Jo's blog and the quizzes she's done, I decided to do it too.. Looked like fun! Blue's the stuff I like. Grey? Sheesh!!!!!!!!!!

What career will suit your personality?

You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

Artist

Historian

Banker

Novelist

University Professor

Photographer

Vet

Paralegal

Graphic Designer

Online Content Developer

Webmaster

Producer

Managing Director

Nutritionist

Advertising

Nursing

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.

You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.

You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don�t like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.

Test your emotional intelligence (EQ)

You scored 80% correct!
Remember you responses need to have been as honest as possible. If you feel that your score does not reflect you, please retake the test and answer each question in the way that best represents the way you typically feel.

Your score indicates that you have an above average EQ.
People that typically score in this range are able to recognise and understand their feelings as well as being able to express them in an appropriate manner. They are comfortable with who they are. They are not afraid to show love, empathy and compassion for other people. They are comfortable with intimacy and comfortable about giving of themselves to other people.

They are also very good communicators. They are very in tune with themselves and those around them. In most circumstances they know how to say the right thing at the right moment. They are good friends and partners. They are able to show anger in appropriate ways and are not afraid to stand up for what they believe. They are not afraid to cry if they are hurt. They are not afraid to admit that they are wrong, or embarrassed to say they are sorry.

They are typically happy, well-rounded people. They easily accept challenges and are able to stay motivated and focused in the face of setbacks. They are able to set and achieve goals for themselves. They are positive and optimistic about themselves, the others around them, and their future.

Remember that emotional intelligence never stops growing. Because people are always evolving, EQ is something that needs to be nurtured. If it isn't your emotional intelligence will disappear. Continue to utilise the emotional intelligence that you have and continue to identify and work on areas that need work. If you do this, your EQ will continue to flourish!

We wish you the best of luck.

I'm so bored. hahahahahahaha!

2009-02-21T09:30:00.003+08:00

The faint blaze of the candle
of my life slowly dying
like a fire in the pouring rain.
No sparks of hope inside,
no shooting stars on my sky.
on broken wings, no flying high.

Another night, another demise,
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice.
I`ll let the wind blow out the light,
'Cuz it gets more painful
Every Time I die.

Out of strength to fight,
I cannot take another night.
I cannot take it no more,
Lust of light slips through my fingers.
Like blood drips off my arms,
Black candle wax has buried me.

Another night, another demise,
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice,
I`ll let the wind blow out the light,
'Cuz it gets more painful everytime I die.

Kick ass video!!!!

You can alter your look
And diversify your image
But the truth seems like
A bitch slap in your face
INCOMING!

Fuck hypocrisy and fuck you too

2009-02-20T01:06:00.002+08:00

To Jac:

Love is a sense of strong affection and attachment with any of a number of emotions and experiences. It can also refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. Love is not a single feeling but an emotion built from two or more feelings. Blah Blah Blah.......

As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. In this limited conception of love, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love to the profound oneness. Blah Blah Blah......

Saw this from a piece of paper with ugly handwritting. I must have read it somewhere before and copied it down. Can't remember where but yea. Lazy type ar! People want to sleep after work. Next time, don't ask me this kind of bo liao qns. I don't know what love is.

LOVE IS SAI GOR!

2009-02-20T00:48:00.003+08:00

My family is my everything just like how I am their everything. Conflicts, disagreements and fights do rise but we'll have them solved some time later. Well, in a way I guess.....
Blame it on me being useless. Haha!

Waited for Lun to end work today. We had a little chat.
Oh yeah! Ans Jenny said that I am very good and very guai! Re deserves two thumbs up.

Mummy cooks the best duck soup in the whole universe!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-18T10:27:00.003+08:00

Falling in love is easy.
Hope that you never let go.
Heart break is very heavy.
It hurts all that is unknown.
So make your choice wisely.
Be careful who you hurt.
Because love cant be taken back as easy.
The sparks, the lust
is no longer there

-Theresa Martinez

2009-02-18T10:12:00.004+08:00

I want a AKS. Stuff that I like and do are deemed as improper. Always......................... So sian.
我已经变了. 但也来不及了.
Anyway, it's a good life =)

Prolly cut yourself and think that death is beautiful.
There's no real problems.
Let your imagination take flight..

If I were you I'd be taking it easy
Kick back and relax for a little while
We'll all still be here tomorrow
Take time just to act like a little child
No matter what the world has in store for us
You got the ring that better get off of us
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice and throw your arms in the air

If you're boss is giving you pressure
Let go, take a breather in the park
You've got to find out what's your pleasure
In time you'll be singing like a lark
Pretty soon your sorry will chime for all
Somebody will heed your call
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice, throw your arms in the air

Trade in some misery for some tender loving care
Cast aside those cloudy days fuses are all to bear
Make up your mind get a whole new lease on life
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice throw your arms in the air

Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice throw your arms in the air

Cause it's a good life so why y'all trippin
The good life slippin away

2009-02-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Disappointment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-02-13T02:10:00.002+08:00

It seems like you're not real but imaginary. You're never there. Wait..
It should be this way. You're hardly there. I did my part in the very beginning but you chose to ignore. You turned your back on me. Sorry for not having the capacity for endurance. It's a little too late to extingish the bridges you've burnt.

She always says..
'With young people, you can tell them there is a wall ahead and not to walk into it. But they won't listen until they actually hit the wall.'

'By then it's already too late. You already have a BA-LA-KU!'

2009-02-11T02:44:00.001+08:00

SO SUPER FUNNY!
HILARIOUS!

2009-02-11T00:06:00.006+08:00

I secretly miss the times we spent together.

~Frolicsome Frolicsome Frolicsome~

Very misunderstood, most people just dismiss me as "trouble."
Life philosophy: "I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I enjoyed it, and I don't know why I'll do it again!"

2009-02-10T11:12:00.004+08:00

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

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Waiting for work to start and I saw this test thing from Yan Zhen's blog. So do lor. Super sian la!

I got accepted into SIM. People say ' The-Re always gets the easy way out cause she rich what! ' Let's clear this up. For one thing, The-Re is not rich. She doesn't pay for her school fees. The-Re has got her own issues too. FYI, The-Re got a 28 with only 4 credits. You people are way off better than The-Re. =)

A year has passed

2009-02-09T12:11:00.002+08:00

Down through the centuries, many have been stuck by the thought that what we see around us is the 'ultimate' reality. But the real world is somehow hidden. Some have suggested that, if we could pull back the curtain that divides us from this reality, we would be confronted by something extraordinary.

"... before we began to see and hear and use our other senses we must somewhere have aqquired the knowledge that there is such a thing as absolute equailty; otherwise we could never have realized, by using it as a standard for comparison, that all equal objects of sense are desirous of being like it, but are only imperfect copies."

-Plato Explaining Socrates

2009-02-02T12:09:00.003+08:00

I don't quite feel like myself lately. I do things which I usually don't. I stopped doing things which I usually do. I should re-phrase this. After the day I got my result back, I did things which I usually don't and I stopped doing things I usually did.

I wish that I was still studying in CHEC where I get to see my buddies everyday. They helped me laugh a lot more.
A few days back, this thing happened. Ting & I talked things out. I told her that I had always been waiting for her to tell me what she wanted cause I felt that she was hiding something. She said the same to me.

I love my pals. =)